So my son went back to his dad's yesterday afternoon...his dad decided he could take him after all...only 2 days late. Never mind having him the extra couple days - but JJ loves his nan so dearly, he doesnt like to leave her side, so naturally he wears her out, her patience gets thin. Must admit mine has been of late as well, I think the sleepless nights are catching up with me.

I actually sent my resume out for a couple local positions yesterday! Oddly enough Im both scared and excited about returning to the work force. Miss the money definitely, but also the lack of time to spend it - some how when you've got less time to do things, you get more done. Quality time I guess...maybe its just the way I work :)

Im so lucky sometimes - I dont even realise it. Even when things seem really down, and no way out - something happens to snap me back out of it. Found a couple new communities thanks to a new friend here on LJ, and they actually seem busy too, unlike some communities where no one posts to anymore. Wish they had a browsing section though, rather than having to look by a word typed into the search engine. Its like you are limited by your imagination. So I guess it has both its good and bad points.

So its 9am on saturday, and I still havnt slept. Going to get more serious about losing weight again - I cant believe i put on everything I lost last year, knew my ex was bad for me - and my hips it seems. Going to stop being so mean to myself, give myself a break (mentally speaking) and maybe then I wont be so mean to myself, or to the ones I love, theres so few of them after all.